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Sunday, August 31, 2008 4:49 pm
cause things will nvr be the same again listen, ♥ the days seem numbered. siannn siannn siannn 2nd phase admission closed as well. ): fark luhs. stupid useless teachers. i havent been studying hard enough. ): i gotta buck up lerhs. ): to get into SAJC without DSA-ing is such a ARGH! seriously feel like smacking those idiot's faces! gotta go to sch during the hols. goodbye! CAUSE WE CARNT HEAR IN SPACE. tonight will be the night that i will fall for you. MARTHA! [:
Monday, August 25, 2008 1:51 pm
-lifesucks! (: listen, ♥ when you look me in the eyes. hello there. [: i'm blogging. it'll be a quick one though. sch has been a chore and its soo tiring. its so depressing to be studying all the time. but i'm left with no choice. thats what happens whn you're nt born with talents. chantal lost to saleisha. ): probably cause the bloody stick man fell. @#!$%^ rolf, oh well. chantal's still HOTT! (: i have to go bck to sch again. zzz, boring! ): erp until 9pm for the whole week. ): maybe nt on thursday and friday. hurray! (x september hols nxt week. yayness! (: (: (: hahahhas, oh well. i still have to go bck to sch though. prelims aft september hols. ): okay, i really got to get bck to my bks and prepare for tonight's erp. goodbye! (: i'll try to come by again soon. (: (: (: BECAUSE ITS ALL ABOUT YOU. passion and drive, are you game for it? MARTHA! [:
Monday, August 11, 2008 8:48 pm
life goes on listen, ♥ chantal's hotttttttttt. helllllllllo, i blogged ytd but its saved as draft. dangggg` ohhhhhhhhh, anddddddddd, i'm dying soon. lololol. okayy, i studied today. miserable but better thn nth. praying and crossing fingers. i wanna do well! looks like i carnt watch olympics nw. lolol. okayyyyy, for now, i can study and i shall. yes, finally! i can study and do my hmwrk. if nt, i'll be stuck to the tv. lololol. okayy, i realise how beautiful life without you is. you were a disaster, a dream no one would ever want. and i was stupid, to spend so much time with you. i hate you. all of a sudden, its nt my fault for feeling this way. because of you, i've lost so much. i really regret being your friend. i hate you for your arrogance, i hate you for who you are. and because of you, others hate me tooo. thanks so much alright. i've nvr had a friend like you. i'm always the one losing out. and forget it, i'm moving on. i'm being who i wanna be and you are nt worth my friendship. get a life, i hate you! you might think that you can do without me, but just wait and see. dun come bck to me at the end of the day telling me those lies. i dun care! i dun wanna knw! it doesnt bother me at all. i'm nt being bitchy, i'm nt being emotional. i just hate hate hate the fact that you're such a person. and the thing that hurts me most is that you're a complete failure. your arrogance is bringing you no where. i'm nt going to say anymore. its nt worth it. i'm losing hope. i'm losing my friends. thanks to you. i will survive, happy or sad. i will move one. chantal's hottttttttttttttttt! oh my gwad! -drools- IT'S OKAY, IT'S ALRIGHT. because i knw life does nt work wonders. MARTHA! [:
Sunday, August 10, 2008 6:10 pm
its the thing of the past listen, ♥ i'm moving on. helllllo. i'm blogggging again. lolol, lappy's free anyway. dammit, cannot study at home. failure whenever i try. lol. toooo much distractions and toooo comforting. lolol. okay i realise i just blogged on friday. lololol. okay, i'll be chiong-ing ever so often frm tmr. i didnt even study today. olympics is sooooo addictive, i carnt take my eyes off it. lololol. olympic records broken ; world records broken ; theres like so much of chances but nt everyone takes it. ohhhhhh, i'm so troubled i feel like dying. ILOVEYOUVODA! you make me feel so alive whn i needed someone, you'll just buzzzzz. [x i love you for everything you've done. you're really awesome and i appreciate you. the weather is soooooo hottttt i can just dieee! okay, i must study hard and do well. i will nt let anyone laugh at me! i will prove to those people who look down on me that i can do it. i am better thn anyone. ohhhhhh, penalty to brazil. lolol. going to be 4-0. lololol. beach volleyball is way awesome. indoor volleyball aint that interesting at all. lololol. i hate ronaldinho but oh well. lolol.
Friday, August 08, 2008 9:31 pm
the twisted truth at that point of time listen, ♥ i learnt the hard way, to nvr let it go away. hello. [: i'm blogging. lololol. tmr is national day. super gay luhs. [x i'm tired tired tired. i slept whn i came home. lolol, it has been a pretty good day for me. minus the fact that the weather was a killer. okay, going out to study tmr. i need to muggggggggg. exams and test coming up. madness! 3 weeks to prelims. abt 2 months to o lvls. freaking outtttt! i dunno if i make a good friend anot and i'm nt going to care any longer. if i mean a thing to you thn heed my advise. let go of the idiotical things you are doing and start doing what is right. i knw its tough but you gotta keep trying. you chose this path, you made this your way of life. freaking treasure it, dun disappoint the people who are always there for you. i dun care what they say, i've stood by you and nw, i'm giving you up because you're nt worth my effort. i've realised what people have been trying to tell me. it sucks to give up on you only now. i wish i've given you up long ago. you're nt irreplacable, you're nt irresitible. you're just being annoying and demanding and that what i hate abt you. you arrogance has gt you nw where. results will prove it to you at the end of the day. i might nt have achieved anything just yet but i'm trying. i'm makign that effort, are you? i dun knw if you read my blog and i dun care. ir doesnt matter what reads my blog, it doesnt matter to me at all. it sucks to be in my position. and if i happen to still be your friend, please, you really gt to make an effort. start pushing yourself now before its too late. if i go crazy will you still call me superman if i was alive again will you be there holding me hand i need you by my side to be my super hero now. dream tonight! WHAT I DID AND SAID IN THE PAST IS REAL AND TRUE. you'll find joy in my every happiness. MARTHA! [:
Saturday, August 02, 2008 9:29 pm
you're the answer to my questions listen, ♥ you nvr knw hw much you mean to me. sch has been such a drag. so much to do, so lil time. its alrdy like august. oh my gwad, time flies whn you're so in need of it. wth. okay, i'm tired, tired, tired. i'm burned out alrdy. ): i really gotta work hard and work harder on my math. math sucks man. lolol. okay, i really gotta try harder and do better. i'm really really tired. i feel so exhuasted i can just die. i wish time would just stop now so that i can like sutdy way harder. maybe just turn bck time a lil so that i will study harder and nt have so much prob now. shagg, life sucks. ): i'm really tired frm everything. focus, studying. its killing me inside. i'm losing my motivation. i'm losing hope. i'm in despair. i can just die. fark life. ): prelims in 1 month, o lvls in 2 months. oh my gwad, kill me. this sucks luhs. i really feel like dying alrdy. it kills just to be on earth. it disgust me to see people. i hate people. yes, i dun practice what i preach. but it depends. dammit! fark, i hate the way you look at me. i wish i could tell you, fark off! get an assholic life man. own your eff-ing life, dun let others rule you bitch. GET A LIFE! you seriously need to. it disgust me so much to see you being such a bitch and an eff-ing whore. alrights. i knw i havent updated pictures. i'm really tired alrdy. i'll wait till another time whn i am free. i'm like online only because the lappy is on and no one is using it. plus plus plus, its in my room. haha. studied for social studies test. hope i do well luhs. link link link, wtf. i can nvr get it. crossing fingers and toes. praying that i do well. okay, tmr's going to be another day. dratfully. i got loads to do. checklist: - study for social studies test - do english hmwrk - do lit hmwrk - study for math okay, thats all i think. for now. i really got to work hard. i guess i've slogged too hard in the begining and now i'm tired and faltering. i gotta keep rocking! i will survive! i will live on! alrighties, i gotta go lerhs, celebrating james bday. i wanna sleep soon. gotta wake up early tmr morning to chiong! lolol. if only i would. lololol. alrighties, goodbye. [: IN RETURN, I'LL GIVE YOU MY HEART. thanks for the memories. MARTHA! [: |
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